I did get messed up by some anxiety and have these thoughts rolling through my head so I’ll leave it at cosmic horror warning.

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I’m not religious but I have thoughts about experiencing consciousness and what it is. I say that consciousness is independent of memory because we forget, clearly dependent on our physical body, etc. generally I do say that we don’t know consciousness so maybe it can be reconstructed (in the can’t rule out the possibility way)

So I can see scenarios were my conscious could pop into existence without my memories after I die (as I’m writing this I realized that’s nothing to fear).

I am trying to adopt healthier mindset of looking at everything in life as a quest, new things are a call to action, and that it’s okay if everything I do amounts to little in x number of years (worked out okay for ozymandias, right?).

Im probably just rambling because my life has got boring and monotonous along with actual fear of American politics.

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      Irrelevant to the case, but as it scientist concepts, research, analysis, deduction and proof is a standard part of my work.

      Its typical however to instead answer with proof for a hypothesis to try to slander the opponent, especially nowadays. So there you go.

      Luckily I do this conversation for fun and trying to learn more, since this is the way as humans we can grow.

      So you tell me. What’s your experience from your last death.